Tuesday, June 27, 2006
No, Thank You!!
I had enough, I'm going to make a declaration here to several people.
To whoever you know what you are, if you want to be nice to me, please respect what I want. If you think mocking what I really want is funny, I tell you want, no it's not. I'm fully serious when it comes to what I want, I don't JOKE about it and I can't JOKE about it. And don't yell at me because I ain't listening to your "lesson", you've lost all my respect once you don't listen to me. (and yes, I hate patriarchism) I'm very self-centered and stubborn in terms of this, but I respect what you want, so why can't you give me some space?? There're something you just can't mock from a person.
I don't give a shit how rich you are or how powerful you are, respect doesn't come from what class you are standing or whether you have helped me before or something. It's not helping if you don't respect me, not meant to be rude, but I'd rather like to live with my attitude. I listen to only justice and what is fair, if you think I have to listen to you because you are somewhat better than me, no offence, but you can just shut up. I'm good without you.
If you think I have done something wrong, don't fucking scold, come and talk calmly. I will apologize if I've made any mistakes, but don't fucking yell and judge me way before you know the whole story!
ASK, LISTEN AND BE CALM. OTHERWISE, FUCK OFF.
P.S. Good game Aussie! That was not meant to be a penalty.
[[audio: The Grate - Lies Are Much More Fun]]
I had enough, I'm going to make a declaration here to several people.
To whoever you know what you are, if you want to be nice to me, please respect what I want. If you think mocking what I really want is funny, I tell you want, no it's not. I'm fully serious when it comes to what I want, I don't JOKE about it and I can't JOKE about it. And don't yell at me because I ain't listening to your "lesson", you've lost all my respect once you don't listen to me. (and yes, I hate patriarchism) I'm very self-centered and stubborn in terms of this, but I respect what you want, so why can't you give me some space?? There're something you just can't mock from a person.
I don't give a shit how rich you are or how powerful you are, respect doesn't come from what class you are standing or whether you have helped me before or something. It's not helping if you don't respect me, not meant to be rude, but I'd rather like to live with my attitude. I listen to only justice and what is fair, if you think I have to listen to you because you are somewhat better than me, no offence, but you can just shut up. I'm good without you.
If you think I have done something wrong, don't fucking scold, come and talk calmly. I will apologize if I've made any mistakes, but don't fucking yell and judge me way before you know the whole story!
ASK, LISTEN AND BE CALM. OTHERWISE, FUCK OFF.
P.S. Good game Aussie! That was not meant to be a penalty.
[[audio: The Grate - Lies Are Much More Fun]]
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Back Home
Oppps, it did get worse, I've became a sick cat again.
Mom was so worried and she want me to go to hospital, but Doc said there's nothing much they can do, coz I'm having allergic reaction, not poisoning. He did a blood test on me and changed a higher level's medication. I'm now visiting my doc very often, once per two days, the rest of my day will be resting in my air-con room. I just hope that I will get well before my next flight, as I don't wanna get worse. *sigh*
P.S. I've finally bought The Sound's CD in Finland! cost me fucking 22 euros, but it's worth since I can't find it in Hong Kong! Rock n' Roll!
[[audio: Mew - The Zookeeper's Boy]]
Oppps, it did get worse, I've became a sick cat again.
Mom was so worried and she want me to go to hospital, but Doc said there's nothing much they can do, coz I'm having allergic reaction, not poisoning. He did a blood test on me and changed a higher level's medication. I'm now visiting my doc very often, once per two days, the rest of my day will be resting in my air-con room. I just hope that I will get well before my next flight, as I don't wanna get worse. *sigh*
P.S. I've finally bought The Sound's CD in Finland! cost me fucking 22 euros, but it's worth since I can't find it in Hong Kong! Rock n' Roll!
[[audio: Mew - The Zookeeper's Boy]]
Monday, June 19, 2006
Off And Go Again
The photos of my last couple of trips are all uploaded! go and check it out! (in photo album 7)
Went to see my doc this morning, I was so worried that he might not let me to fly tomorrow. Surprisingly he said I can fly if I want to, but I might get worse when I get back because of lack of sleeping and air pressure. Therefore, we have a deal that I will go on flying, but I will visit him immediately after I landed back to Hong Kong on Thursday morning. Phew~! I just hope everything will go well and I might have to stay in the hotel in my entire staying if necessary.
For some reasons, I've been very pleasant regardless how sick I was, can't explain it but I'm in a very good mood. But my mom started to get anxious that I didn't step out of my room for the whole week, she kept asking me to go out with her. I just can't though, outside is too humid and too hot, it will worsen my condition. Now I'm like a greenhouse girl, I have to stay in my room most of the time with air-con on! I guess my mom was very guilty about my situation, because she was the one who gave me the medicine that I'm allergic to. But I never blame her, she is a good mom, even though she can do nothing now, I still love her. Poor mother.
Since I've got so many time in my room, I've got to watch soooooo many movies. All the old movies like Prozac Nation, King Kong, Brokeback Mountain, Munich and Harry Potter - The Goblet of Fire. They are all very good hollywood movies, but I particularly like Prozac Nation, it was introduced by my friend Sarah. She and I have very similar taste of movie and music, so I know this is gonna be good, and it didn't disappoint me at all. Prozac Nation is about how A young woman (Ricci) struggles with depression during her first year at Harvard. Based on Elizabeth Wurtzel's novel, very impressive movie.
Another film I've just watched a while ago is Factotum, I think it's still playing in Dendy. I like this film a lot, the protagonist is actually the fictional alter-ego of "Factotum" author Charles Bukowski, which is also the reason that arouse my interest, as I've watched a doco about him - "Bukowski: Born into This". Movie was superb with a lot of humor in it as well as Bukowski's interesting philosophies, it was also impressive that Bukowski's doesn't-give-a-shit attitude was very well portrayed.
OK, I'm being a movie geek now, gotta stop and pack for tomorrow's trip! Before I'm out of here, wanna share this funny footie video with you, thanks to Shane for sending me this. You must be very bored, haha.
Bad day to soccer!
Also this funny ad sent by Danny, it's been a while, but I still laugh so bad from watching a min ago. You can't miss it. :)
German Coastguard wanna know what you are "thinking" about.
OK, Peace off.
[[audio: The Stills - Yesterday Never Tomorrows]]
The photos of my last couple of trips are all uploaded! go and check it out! (in photo album 7)
Went to see my doc this morning, I was so worried that he might not let me to fly tomorrow. Surprisingly he said I can fly if I want to, but I might get worse when I get back because of lack of sleeping and air pressure. Therefore, we have a deal that I will go on flying, but I will visit him immediately after I landed back to Hong Kong on Thursday morning. Phew~! I just hope everything will go well and I might have to stay in the hotel in my entire staying if necessary.
For some reasons, I've been very pleasant regardless how sick I was, can't explain it but I'm in a very good mood. But my mom started to get anxious that I didn't step out of my room for the whole week, she kept asking me to go out with her. I just can't though, outside is too humid and too hot, it will worsen my condition. Now I'm like a greenhouse girl, I have to stay in my room most of the time with air-con on! I guess my mom was very guilty about my situation, because she was the one who gave me the medicine that I'm allergic to. But I never blame her, she is a good mom, even though she can do nothing now, I still love her. Poor mother.
Since I've got so many time in my room, I've got to watch soooooo many movies. All the old movies like Prozac Nation, King Kong, Brokeback Mountain, Munich and Harry Potter - The Goblet of Fire. They are all very good hollywood movies, but I particularly like Prozac Nation, it was introduced by my friend Sarah. She and I have very similar taste of movie and music, so I know this is gonna be good, and it didn't disappoint me at all. Prozac Nation is about how A young woman (Ricci) struggles with depression during her first year at Harvard. Based on Elizabeth Wurtzel's novel, very impressive movie.
Another film I've just watched a while ago is Factotum, I think it's still playing in Dendy. I like this film a lot, the protagonist is actually the fictional alter-ego of "Factotum" author Charles Bukowski, which is also the reason that arouse my interest, as I've watched a doco about him - "Bukowski: Born into This". Movie was superb with a lot of humor in it as well as Bukowski's interesting philosophies, it was also impressive that Bukowski's doesn't-give-a-shit attitude was very well portrayed.
OK, I'm being a movie geek now, gotta stop and pack for tomorrow's trip! Before I'm out of here, wanna share this funny footie video with you, thanks to Shane for sending me this. You must be very bored, haha.
Bad day to soccer!
Also this funny ad sent by Danny, it's been a while, but I still laugh so bad from watching a min ago. You can't miss it. :)
German Coastguard wanna know what you are "thinking" about.
OK, Peace off.
[[audio: The Stills - Yesterday Never Tomorrows]]
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Almost... Back To Shape
So, think I'm well enough to get myself back to the blog, I've been very sick after I flew back to Hong Kong. (Took me 3 days on and off to write this blog...) Well, I don't wanna dwell about the details, but I have some very bad allergic reaction towards some medication. I'm not totally recovered now, but it's getting there and I'm doing my best to get well soon, so I can fly on 20th Jun! To be honest, I actually started feeling sick at the time I took off last week, but I didn't know it would turn out so serious after I get back.
Anyhow, last trip was very great, I was pairing with Harry, he is very helpful and fun to work with. We did a lot in Finland since we got more time to stay in the weekend, plus we are both beach nerds and museum geeks! To the extent, the weather was super fine there, sunny and warm - just like Summer Oz, so I was very pleasant even though I was unwell. Special thanks to Johanna, the Finnair crew we met on the street, she told us so much about Helsinki and took us around to see something very nice, kiitos!
We went to the Helsinki beach, all the little parks, went through some Finns festival, fish market, visited National Museum as well as Design Museum, and of coz did some serious shopping there! The powerful sunshine can really drive people to do so many things, I felt so energetic, didn't seem like sick at all. I guess it also had to do with Harry, we can just kept joking once we see each other. It was so funny when he told me how he can be so quiet when he was tired, and he said he's exhausted but he just kept talking. Well yea, Harry is a good dude, love working with him. :)
We bumped on a street festival "Reclaim the Street", people were drinking and dancing on the busy main street, skateboarders were doing tricks on the statue, and you can see DJ were spinning some nice drum n' bass, was very cool coz I rarely see Finns go so active and crazy (people were dancing on the top of a tram statin) like this, guess I smelled some weed too. ha. Another festival was more religious, the Helsinki church was having some outdoor ceremony, I didn't know what that is since ya know I'm not religious at all. It bores me anyway, so I leave before it start.
Next day, we went to the beach after breakfast, the beach was alright there, quite a nice view, but I have to say Aussie beach is still far much better! One thing that I don't really enjoy was the cheesy pop music they play in the public announcement system, we are like being forced to listened to stupid Pussycat doll and shit like that, arghh... Oh well, we've decided not to stay too long and spend more time in the museum instead. We spent like 2 hours in the National Museum and 2 hours in the Design Museum, couldn't even feel my legs after that!
Our last day, we just utilized our last 2 hours, went shopping like crazy! I spent like more than 100euros, oh my goodness... The moment I give pay my stuff, I feel like a monster and burn my money to eternal hell! EVIL! Full of guiltiness, but hey, I got a lots of good thing! Back to hotel and just pack and go!
Back flight was really good, the crews also invited me to go drink in Lan Kwai Fong with them! I even said yes, but I was too sick to go after that, so I ditched them. I'm a sucker, sorry mates!
I'm going to see my doc again tomorrow morning, hopefully he would allow me to fly on tuesday. Right, I'm gonna upload the pictures and will post you a notice here once I'm done.
[[audio: Thom Yorke - Atoms For Peace]]
So, think I'm well enough to get myself back to the blog, I've been very sick after I flew back to Hong Kong. (Took me 3 days on and off to write this blog...) Well, I don't wanna dwell about the details, but I have some very bad allergic reaction towards some medication. I'm not totally recovered now, but it's getting there and I'm doing my best to get well soon, so I can fly on 20th Jun! To be honest, I actually started feeling sick at the time I took off last week, but I didn't know it would turn out so serious after I get back.
Anyhow, last trip was very great, I was pairing with Harry, he is very helpful and fun to work with. We did a lot in Finland since we got more time to stay in the weekend, plus we are both beach nerds and museum geeks! To the extent, the weather was super fine there, sunny and warm - just like Summer Oz, so I was very pleasant even though I was unwell. Special thanks to Johanna, the Finnair crew we met on the street, she told us so much about Helsinki and took us around to see something very nice, kiitos!
We went to the Helsinki beach, all the little parks, went through some Finns festival, fish market, visited National Museum as well as Design Museum, and of coz did some serious shopping there! The powerful sunshine can really drive people to do so many things, I felt so energetic, didn't seem like sick at all. I guess it also had to do with Harry, we can just kept joking once we see each other. It was so funny when he told me how he can be so quiet when he was tired, and he said he's exhausted but he just kept talking. Well yea, Harry is a good dude, love working with him. :)
We bumped on a street festival "Reclaim the Street", people were drinking and dancing on the busy main street, skateboarders were doing tricks on the statue, and you can see DJ were spinning some nice drum n' bass, was very cool coz I rarely see Finns go so active and crazy (people were dancing on the top of a tram statin) like this, guess I smelled some weed too. ha. Another festival was more religious, the Helsinki church was having some outdoor ceremony, I didn't know what that is since ya know I'm not religious at all. It bores me anyway, so I leave before it start.
Next day, we went to the beach after breakfast, the beach was alright there, quite a nice view, but I have to say Aussie beach is still far much better! One thing that I don't really enjoy was the cheesy pop music they play in the public announcement system, we are like being forced to listened to stupid Pussycat doll and shit like that, arghh... Oh well, we've decided not to stay too long and spend more time in the museum instead. We spent like 2 hours in the National Museum and 2 hours in the Design Museum, couldn't even feel my legs after that!
Our last day, we just utilized our last 2 hours, went shopping like crazy! I spent like more than 100euros, oh my goodness... The moment I give pay my stuff, I feel like a monster and burn my money to eternal hell! EVIL! Full of guiltiness, but hey, I got a lots of good thing! Back to hotel and just pack and go!
Back flight was really good, the crews also invited me to go drink in Lan Kwai Fong with them! I even said yes, but I was too sick to go after that, so I ditched them. I'm a sucker, sorry mates!
I'm going to see my doc again tomorrow morning, hopefully he would allow me to fly on tuesday. Right, I'm gonna upload the pictures and will post you a notice here once I'm done.
[[audio: Thom Yorke - Atoms For Peace]]
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Way On
Ready for my second flight, Yeehaa!
I've been on a movie marathon:
I just wanna say Million Dollar Baby is really a good movie, the ending is a bit out of my expectation, so which is even better. I love Hilary Swank, so she is a plus to me. :)
The Three Burials of Melquiades Estrada is awesome, Tommy Lee Jones is a bit crazy, but I like him a lot. That Mexican corpse is something exciting to watch, am I a bit psycho here?
Brokeback Mountain is OK, i know a german film had done the very similiar story before this, so I wasn't very excited about the whole scenario. But hey, nice scenery!
OK, I should go to bed now, I got few hours to sleep only. Germany beats Costa Rica, it was what I expected but I still wanna see Costa Rica win. Damn~~~
[[audio: The Kook - Naive]]
Ready for my second flight, Yeehaa!
I've been on a movie marathon:
I just wanna say Million Dollar Baby is really a good movie, the ending is a bit out of my expectation, so which is even better. I love Hilary Swank, so she is a plus to me. :)
The Three Burials of Melquiades Estrada is awesome, Tommy Lee Jones is a bit crazy, but I like him a lot. That Mexican corpse is something exciting to watch, am I a bit psycho here?
Brokeback Mountain is OK, i know a german film had done the very similiar story before this, so I wasn't very excited about the whole scenario. But hey, nice scenery!
OK, I should go to bed now, I got few hours to sleep only. Germany beats Costa Rica, it was what I expected but I still wanna see Costa Rica win. Damn~~~
[[audio: The Kook - Naive]]
Monday, June 05, 2006
Lazy Me
I hate being tired, it just kills all my mood to do a lot of things. Anyhow, my flight did come back safely, and I also did a pretty good job as a flight crew. It was amazing to see the take-off and landing in the cockpit, it's a very magical experience, better than disneyland! ha.
I've taken some pictures here, so you can see me in summer uniform, a lot of people say that I look like a nurse... On the right side, those are some of the Finns crews who I worked with on this plane, and we were about to serve the meal.
The weather was abit out of expect when I get there, It could be fine for this moment and then rain in few minutes later. I was being too Australian, walked out with a pair of throngs, and end up having freezing toes!! However, this unfortunate walk did pay-off, I got a chance to see the beautiful rainbow while walking along the lake. Check this out:
On my way back to the hotel, saw a board saying "Hyva Lordi!". I just have to take a picture of it, some of you may know about Lordi won the eurovision this year, and they are just a bunch of heavy metal dude wearing monster-liked costume! I just love this contest, it's getting more and more ridiculous, picking Lordi to be the champion is just perfect to explain the european's insanity! haha.
Anyway, I've also uploaded some pictures we took in my training period in Finland, they are located in photo album 7, but you can also simply click here. I'm flying on 10 June, which is this weekend, can't wait!! Coming up, I will also fly on 20th and 29th June. Wee~~~
My life has been great, it's full of potential and happiness, I'm just content and hope it keeps on going. Right now, I just wanna wish the Australia Soccoroos the best! I'm so happy to see the Soccoroos get into the world cup since like 32 years ago, but it's also abit harsh to have them playing with Brazil and Japan! (I don't know about Croatia...) But ya know, just have a good game and that's all matters! Aussie Aussie Aussie, Oi Oi Oi!
P.S. Lena is coming to Hong Kong~ YEAH~~~~ Sehr Gut!
[[audio: Holly Thornsby - Making A Fire]]
I hate being tired, it just kills all my mood to do a lot of things. Anyhow, my flight did come back safely, and I also did a pretty good job as a flight crew. It was amazing to see the take-off and landing in the cockpit, it's a very magical experience, better than disneyland! ha.
I've taken some pictures here, so you can see me in summer uniform, a lot of people say that I look like a nurse... On the right side, those are some of the Finns crews who I worked with on this plane, and we were about to serve the meal.
The weather was abit out of expect when I get there, It could be fine for this moment and then rain in few minutes later. I was being too Australian, walked out with a pair of throngs, and end up having freezing toes!! However, this unfortunate walk did pay-off, I got a chance to see the beautiful rainbow while walking along the lake. Check this out:
On my way back to the hotel, saw a board saying "Hyva Lordi!". I just have to take a picture of it, some of you may know about Lordi won the eurovision this year, and they are just a bunch of heavy metal dude wearing monster-liked costume! I just love this contest, it's getting more and more ridiculous, picking Lordi to be the champion is just perfect to explain the european's insanity! haha.
Anyway, I've also uploaded some pictures we took in my training period in Finland, they are located in photo album 7, but you can also simply click here. I'm flying on 10 June, which is this weekend, can't wait!! Coming up, I will also fly on 20th and 29th June. Wee~~~
My life has been great, it's full of potential and happiness, I'm just content and hope it keeps on going. Right now, I just wanna wish the Australia Soccoroos the best! I'm so happy to see the Soccoroos get into the world cup since like 32 years ago, but it's also abit harsh to have them playing with Brazil and Japan! (I don't know about Croatia...) But ya know, just have a good game and that's all matters! Aussie Aussie Aussie, Oi Oi Oi!
P.S. Lena is coming to Hong Kong~ YEAH~~~~ Sehr Gut!
[[audio: Holly Thornsby - Making A Fire]]
